soccer and all

hmm long since i typed about what happened for a full day.........well its the weekend again......i started to look forward ever since sec 4...now jc even more so...cause for the week you have been striving hard for studies and cca.....and its really a deserved break...haha..... anyway......today spe we got miss goh for this term......its all the same as the first 3 months.....just that mr nordin became cpe tchr and miss goh spe........just a switching of roles......anyway today we learnt volleyball....its so hard....now i really know..every sport seems easy and fun...but when you get down to it....it becomes so damn difficult.....haha......and it seems that miss goh is not dao1ing me anymore....thats good hahaha then its maths lecture.......aiya the whole trigo dont understand la...like physics...haha.......but then we still give miss wong respect...keep quiet and copy......not like the others lor.....keep talking....miss wong is a good teacher lor......she is so good a ct.....just like mrs lee.....and then she teach maths damn good lorx.......whats bad about her........the students dont understand just go work on it alone....dont come audi and talk..........and whats more sg said that she likes teaching..which i really agree.....so ya lor...sigh then gp lor....nothing much today......dont wish to talk about my gp lessons for now..maybe next time...then gp i got 16/50 for my gp essay..the assessed one..haha physics tutorial also nothing much la......then its lunch....i drank milo for additional energy for later soccer training....ha......its so damn nice lor milo........ after that chinese a lect lor.......as usual i sleeping for the first quarter or so....then a lot of energy liao for the rest of the lesson..haha..i think mr henry low have bad impression of me liao......yesterday tutorial sleep today sleep again.....haix....muz work on it worx wee pin........haha....... anyway after that its not walk home....its rush home....i really regret not bringing my gear to college lor....at least if i bring i can sleep at library before training right........aiya..it was a hell of a rush really....and it was so damn hot......but i like it.....now people must be thinking i am sick.......no la....its just tht so sunny and hot very good for exercising wad....moreover can get tan worx....haha anyway i was a little late......soccer late for training not v bad lahz.....not like climbing must do push up haha...anyway i only late for the warm-up for the intervals......its called intervals because you run 400m rounds at intervals.....that is you get breaks in between lah........anyway i did half the warm up.....nvm lahz 'cause i walk back to college already v warm up liaoz......anyway start the intervals soon then....my first intervals.......mr nordin said gks dont need la....but then i really wanna try....so yah lor....... anyway today we only did half the amount.....normally they have to run 12 times.....today we run 6 times only..aiya dont need to say much la.......damn tough lorz........at first run not much...until later then wanna die liaoz...haha but then anyway i finish liao i felt very satisfied....i felt confident of myself and felt that i was v fit!!!!!! then its start of ballwork lorz....normal drills lor........the field always cause us to be quite itchy......dirty lah i think.........all the spit and sweet drinks and stuff......anyway today got to play match worx........i so nervous lor........haha.....kenny motioned to me to stay cool......was it that obvious??????...haha anyway today got told off by mr nordin today.......during one of the matches......elfi sent in a shot.......elfi is our star striker though i think he a lil injured i suspect...he was open and sent in a low shot to my right........it was not really difficult but i failed to save it.....sigh...........next time this kind must save liaoz..then mr nordin told me off lor......say i dive wrongly as in dive like i was jumping into a swimming pool....should dive sideways..........actually i really know about this point la.....just that i not much time to work on it only....and some more i think i didnt commit that mistake leh......and some more nobody has ever pointed it out to me before....so i m a lil puzzled..... aiyah but then people make mistakes what....i am not perfect...whats important is that i learn from this mistake.....must get rid of my swimming pool dive!!......i still have one more year ahead of me to work on that!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway coach say sunday everybody invited to his home for gathering and to eat or so called have tea...i was really pleasantly surprised.......but then dont know wanna go or not lehz.........'cause that day i planning to buy my soccer gear lehz.....dunno lahz............... this part is add on onez.....just remembered not complete....ya la today training i keep gettin smacked by the ball......aloy did it to me......boon pin did it to me twice and he didnt say sorry.......haha unlucky sia today...i think its becuz i always stand in front of goal and the players were like taking shots during their free time so i kena lorz....... i think i also wanted to add on another thing but then forget liao leh....hahahaha

Press on!!

Oh I need to let off some steam…or else sort of going to explode liao….aiyah…… Wah lao damn stress lor….tons and tons of work!!!!!….sigh sigh……seems like jc really cannot lag behind for even say 2 weeks…..not like secondary school oredi…..but then, that said, it is just not advised to lag behind…..it is definitely not impossible to get back on track!!! remember adidas' impossible is nothing hahax...…..anyway if you lag its just that you would have to work doubly hard to get back on track…….just some hard moments and everything will be fine I hope…..no its not I hope…its that i believe everything will be fine in no time…..if i work hard..lesson learnt is that next time try not to lag behind……must keep up with the progress….best is to go ahead as far as possible…that will be the best man..last time first three months I did that and it was damn shiok……cant explain that feeling…it just feels great to have done your work (and even in advance sometimes) and you understand everything….. But then actually it wasn’t really within my control to lag behind for the 2 weeks…..i have already tried my best to keep up..but I guess its not to be……..but never mind since for the past week starting Monday I have already stepped up the tempo…so I am sure I will be up to mark again!!! Come on wee pin, push on, you can do it!!! Don’t give up so easily…..

Thursday I was damn happy lor…….now a bit die down liao…but still v happy……hehe..

Anyway thursday I felt really happy………WOOHOO….i have never felt so so so happy for a long time….past few days din really feel very good mentally…..but I am glad the clouds have cleared…..at least for now…….

Anyway…I guess my love and passion is really in sports…….it really turns me on I should say……a div soccer started on Monday…we thrashed tj 3-0….YAY..boon pin, elfi and aloy scored….then today we met Anderson…..scored two very early goals…..one defensive blunder and one goalkeeping error……song guan was like telling me don’t you ever perform like that gk if you get to be first choice ‘keeper next year…I tried to explain to him….but then I think he only got half of it………its not that easy after all you know mr chua

Then aj scored back 3 goals la……I became so muted….i really hate the feeling when this kind of things happen….obviously tp let their guard down………kumon tp if we are gonna win the a div you guys have to concentrate for all 90 minutes!!

Anyway we came back firing on all cylinders…..to my immense relief……slammed in 3 goals…..then I felt SO GOOD…..yay tp so pro…….oh it was really an exciting match after all……it was like the second best match I had watched in my whole life…..the first obviously is Singapore v Indonesia tiger cup final first leg lah……..”DUH”……

Then actually before that I had known that vs were double champions in x-country!!! SO PRO…VS IS THE BEST…..WOOT…..its so cool you know beating all the other schools in Singapore including sports school…..victorias the best man…I love you always……..

Anyway then after match I go home lyndsey told me that vj thrashed rj 4-0!!! MUAHAHA……raffles lousy….maybe it’s the vs environment that I grew up in…..but then I had never liked anything raffles and hwa chong ever since I was sec 1…..hahaha….anyway it felt great ‘cause victorias mightier than raffles!!!!……I love tp….but then Victoria always has a special place in my heart……yeah….anyway friday I know sa also beat hci……so cool hwa chong lost too….hwa chong lousy….hehe…I neutral towards sa……maybes its because shauns school lah…hes beloved former college…..influenced by him…….

Yeah so I was really happy on thrusday….as I said I have never felt so happy for a very long time…..everything seemed so beautiful……so you see the power of happiness……hahaha….

Anyway…lets come back to Friday……after one nights sleep the enthusiasm like die down liao…but nvm I was still in a good mood anyway……..pe got 4 by 4 relay….i ran….not knowing that my thigh muscles were actually injured…….i thought is my muscles were just tired….after I finish my leg I know I really pull it liao…..quickly led me to imagine about some soccer players with their heavily strapped thighs……hehe…..it turned out to be more serious than I thought…now cannot walk properly……aiya…thank goodness now not much soccer training for the moment….or else how…..

Yeah and after pe miss goh saw me…..teacher ic for rock climbing….tell me off for not going through the proper procedure for changing from rcc to soccer….i could see that she wasn’t very glad……well its my mistake lah….then she also not very happy that I quit rock climbing for soccer lor…..but then why?…..she should be gracious enough mah…..i mean these kind of things happen year in year out….very new meh……its not that I don’t like rock climbing..its just that I like soccer more…..and not much things are going to stand in my way of fulfilling a lifelong dream…….but then how can I explain to her……I already did something wrong in the first place aiyah

I was pretty okay with that…….but then I must say she has dampened my mood a little….my mommy was saying that everybody should scold me more……so that I can be more gracious when people tell me off…….but then mommy I am already trying to change……hehehe….dun need you all to scold me la……..

After school today talk very long to sg at the waffle shop….damn long lor……talk about everything under the sun……really……..

Anyway lets come to my thought of the day….you know sometimes if you sense that some things that you gonna say are going to cause any misunderstanding…..don’t say it!!!!!!!! ‘cause if whoever misunderstands….its always going to get very awkward…..even if you try to explain……..most probably it will end up yue4 miao2 yue4 hei1…..let say even best case the misunderstanding cleared…..the relationship or friendship or whatever will never be the same again!….or am I too sensitive………HAHAHA

So many things have happened since the last blog….always like that……hehe cca choice struggle and stuff….now I am in soccer……..really hope to get into the squad next year…….20 man squad…..dun need to play…..i just get in can already……..even if I don’t get in………ITS OKAY………hehe……like that life then will happy happy mah…….