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Friday, July 22, 2005

hmm......speech day

hmm here i am again.....once again things have happened in this time..hmm got interfac soccer....and most significantly TOUR DE FRANCE.....well lance armstrong has proven himself to be the rider to beat....he is right on track to winning his seventh straight crown.....tomorrow will be his last chance to honour the maillot jaune by winning the big 55.5 k time trial at st etienne...but will he want to win it will be a doubt....after he retires well...next years race will be very youthful i guess....basso should lead the title charge with the older ullrich...and you have new riders comin up..people like rasmussen, valverde and all....this years tour has really been a great inspiration to me anw anyway sometimes i wonder whether i should blog daily so as to keep a permanent memory of my life...but i guess its all in my brain mah......i should use most of the time to spend time doin things that are worthy of memories....then the minority of time should den be spent on blogging......now and then blog can liao la hmm...seems like everytime i blog on friday.so more or less its the same lahz...but 2dae pe i clocked 7 minutes 11 seconds for a distance of 1.6 km!!! i am soooo happy.....its really a good time for me.dont know whether it is for others..but well i am proud of myself...its the first time i have run such a distance at such a blistering pace!!! yippee!!! that seems to be the only highlight of college today.......oh yah...infra red connection between phones doesnt seem to work too well....hmm..i tried it with pok yen and ying huis phones but it doesnt seem to work......puzzled.. Well lets get down to the main subject of today…..vs 129th speech day….tomorrow……hmm 2 years never go speech day liao…..the one for the sec 3 academic year I don’t really give a damn la……it was a difficult year anyway…but then for the sec 4 acad year which has its speech day tomorrow…well I must say I am really rather disappointed……ever since the start of this year well I have started to realise how much I have slacked in 2004……as I looked back at the assignments that I didn’t do…….as I looked back on the lack of hard work ……and to think that it was an o level year!!! Seriously its not about the receiving of prizes at speech day……its never about that….i am just very very disappointed that I never put in my best……now I don’t get to spend an afternoon with my very very missed pals tomorrow…….it would have been a happy weekend for me….. I knew I could do it……yes I got into tpjc….it was what I wanted…and yes I got into tpjc and didn’t scrape through it…but well I knew I could have done much better in sec 4!!! Whenever I think about how wei tian and song guan enjoyed their speech day at prss at about march or april……..and how they were so happy spending time with their friends at the usual hangouts…..hmm I would feel a lil lil sad that I wont get to partcipate tomolo I really miss everything about vs…..i am confident I enjoyed my vs life to the fullest during my four years stay there although there were difficult times….and I really miss those days………………

Friday, July 08, 2005

from the bottom of my heart

hey there once more everyone..i m back..haha..........everybody has been tellin me to update my blog.......but theres simply no time........haha so here i am hmm as usual so long a time obviously a lot of things la......got the china trip which i got to know a lot of frens...and common test.......and volunteering at osim triathlon which was definitely sooo fun and enriching.......anyway here i goin talk bout 2dae.............. today as usual friday so start off with spe lorz........seems like all the s19 guys were all suffering from the after effects of mr nordins unique pe yesterday....but anyway today is still volleyball..still the same stuff of dig, volley and underhand serve.....but then we found out taufiq was a great server!!.......as long as ariff won the right to serve we would thrash the other team with taufiqs serving..haha then maths lor......i dont know why the air in lt3 seemed so refreshing all of a sudden....haha.but it turned out to be too chillin in the end haha hmm lets skip talking about all of the rest of the lessons and go to the soccer trainin...............long time since i trained liao......today was the first after a long break.......so i told myself i am going to have fun playin ball today!!! hmm anyway without the year 2s with us the feeling was really different.......and we have a new teacher in charge of sorts..anyway we proceeded with warn up which was surprisingly very tiring!!!an incentive to further boosting my fitness??? then usual stuff la.....gk drills......the new tchr ic turned out to be some kind of a new gk coach......but then erm....he didnt seem very expert leh...but whatever..........drills still okay la........but handling grounders i have to work on it i guess then to the most xiong1 part.......target practice....wah....got scolded like siao arh.....but then on hindsight i dont think its scold la.......'cause the trainin was going at a frantic pace so naturally everybody was sort of more impatient i guess...i discovered this cuz sometimes i have this feeling too....and mr nordin is definitely telling me off for the benefit of my skills right??? i think my attitude towards being reprimanded has definitely improved by leaps and bounds......more positive i guess....its an experience that i would never have gotten if i had stayed in climbing......and after all football is a sport that i have passion in....so that kinda overwrites all the hardships you get and all the knocks that you sustain on your body........ and after todays session i really understand its actually even better not to get into the first team!!! after all wearing the no. 1 jersey carries a certain high level of stress isnt it?? tommorow beckons...