Thursday I was damn happy lor…….now a bit die down liao…but still v happy……hehe..

Anyway thursday I felt really happy………WOOHOO….i have never felt so so so happy for a long time….past few days din really feel very good mentally…..but I am glad the clouds have cleared…..at least for now…….

Anyway…I guess my love and passion is really in sports…….it really turns me on I should say……a div soccer started on Monday…we thrashed tj 3-0….YAY..boon pin, elfi and aloy scored….then today we met Anderson…..scored two very early goals…..one defensive blunder and one goalkeeping error……song guan was like telling me don’t you ever perform like that gk if you get to be first choice ‘keeper next year…I tried to explain to him….but then I think he only got half of it………its not that easy after all you know mr chua

Then aj scored back 3 goals la……I became so muted….i really hate the feeling when this kind of things happen….obviously tp let their guard down………kumon tp if we are gonna win the a div you guys have to concentrate for all 90 minutes!!

Anyway we came back firing on all cylinders…..to my immense relief……slammed in 3 goals…..then I felt SO GOOD…..yay tp so pro…….oh it was really an exciting match after all……it was like the second best match I had watched in my whole life…..the first obviously is Singapore v Indonesia tiger cup final first leg lah……..”DUH”……

Then actually before that I had known that vs were double champions in x-country!!! SO PRO…VS IS THE BEST…..WOOT…..its so cool you know beating all the other schools in Singapore including sports school…..victorias the best man…I love you always……..

Anyway then after match I go home lyndsey told me that vj thrashed rj 4-0!!! MUAHAHA……raffles lousy….maybe it’s the vs environment that I grew up in…..but then I had never liked anything raffles and hwa chong ever since I was sec 1…..hahaha….anyway it felt great ‘cause victorias mightier than raffles!!!!……I love tp….but then Victoria always has a special place in my heart……yeah….anyway friday I know sa also beat hci……so cool hwa chong lost too….hwa chong lousy….hehe…I neutral towards sa……maybes its because shauns school lah…hes beloved former college…..influenced by him…….

Yeah so I was really happy on thrusday….as I said I have never felt so happy for a very long time…..everything seemed so beautiful……so you see the power of happiness……hahaha….

Anyway…lets come back to Friday……after one nights sleep the enthusiasm like die down liao…but nvm I was still in a good mood anyway……..pe got 4 by 4 relay….i ran….not knowing that my thigh muscles were actually injured…….i thought is my muscles were just tired….after I finish my leg I know I really pull it liao…..quickly led me to imagine about some soccer players with their heavily strapped thighs……hehe…..it turned out to be more serious than I thought…now cannot walk properly……aiya…thank goodness now not much soccer training for the moment….or else how…..

Yeah and after pe miss goh saw me…..teacher ic for rock climbing….tell me off for not going through the proper procedure for changing from rcc to soccer….i could see that she wasn’t very glad……well its my mistake lah….then she also not very happy that I quit rock climbing for soccer lor…..but then why?…..she should be gracious enough mah…..i mean these kind of things happen year in year out….very new meh……its not that I don’t like rock climbing..its just that I like soccer more…..and not much things are going to stand in my way of fulfilling a lifelong dream…….but then how can I explain to her……I already did something wrong in the first place aiyah

I was pretty okay with that…….but then I must say she has dampened my mood a little….my mommy was saying that everybody should scold me more……so that I can be more gracious when people tell me off…….but then mommy I am already trying to change……hehehe….dun need you all to scold me la……..

After school today talk very long to sg at the waffle shop….damn long lor……talk about everything under the sun……really……..

Anyway lets come to my thought of the day….you know sometimes if you sense that some things that you gonna say are going to cause any misunderstanding…..don’t say it!!!!!!!! ‘cause if whoever misunderstands….its always going to get very awkward…..even if you try to explain……..most probably it will end up yue4 miao2 yue4 hei1…..let say even best case the misunderstanding cleared…..the relationship or friendship or whatever will never be the same again!….or am I too sensitive………HAHAHA

So many things have happened since the last blog….always like that……hehe cca choice struggle and stuff….now I am in soccer……..really hope to get into the squad next year…….20 man squad…..dun need to play…..i just get in can already……..even if I don’t get in………ITS OKAY………hehe……like that life then will happy happy mah…….